Thank U

THANK U
How about getting off of these antibiotics
How about stopping eating when I’m filled up
How about them transparent dangling carrots
How about that ever elusive kudo
Thank you indiaThank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
How about me not blaming you for everything
How about me enjoying the moment for once
How about how good it feels to finally forgive you
How about grieving it all one at a time
Thank you indiaThank you terror
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you frailty
Thank you consequence
Thank you thank you silence
The moment I let go of it was
The moment I got more than I could handle
The moment I jumped off of it was
The moment I touched down
How about no longer being masochistic
How about remembering your divinity
How about unabashedly bawling your eyes out
How about not equating death with stopping
Thank you india
Thank you providence
Thank you disillusionment
Thank you nothingnessThank you clarity
Thank you thank you silenceYeah yeahAhh ohhhAhhh ho ohAhhh ho ohhhhhhYeaahhhh yeahh


providence- The care of God for mankind.
disillusionment -to disappoint someone by telling them the unpleasant
truth about something or someone that they had a good opinion of, or respected:
frailty -moral weakness:Most of the characters in the novel exhibit those common human frailties - ignorance and greed.
being masochistic-Direction of destructive tendencies inward or upon
oneself.
divinity -The state or quality of being god-like.
unabashedly bawling -without any worry about possible criticism or embarrassment To cry out with a loud, full, and sustained sound.
clarity-the ability to think clearly and not be confused